Comments regarding the initial diagnosis:
I’ve only just been diagnosed. i never really understood bipolar and its effects on people. now I am one of those people, isn’t life strange? hope everyone is okay.
I had it as a teen, I didn’t know what it was then, and just came back about five months ago.. Sorry u have to deal with this so young, but hopefully you can get on Meds and things will be better.
God help me stay stable through this. Blessings welcome friends. No one do anything super spectacular while I’m gone.
I now look at suicidal feelings more in a symbolic sense. Such as parts of me that need to die. Or my Ego that needs to go away and let me be free and One with the universe. Thinking like this has greatly helped dissipate the fearful energy and urge to act on the feelings.
Rough couple days and the depression kicked in real fast and outta the blue